haven been blogging. super lazy. especially with my spoilt keyboard. lol. more lazy. haven been doing anything much actually. rottin at hme everyday. chiong o2jam~ lolx.. boliao sia!!!
last wkend is a very emotional wkend for me. pissed off. shall nt elaborate much. and i cried on sunday. ha! basically felt so NOT appreciated. and felt that i shouldnt be the 1 that gt reprimanded for an act of some others. as for the cg outing. not much comments abt it. and everything triggers off my emotional side juz liydat.. tears juz drop dwn without anybody realising it.. and i throw my temper @ my baby.. yes. im angry with my baby too. coz he didnt protect me when he was supposed to. and oso coz he kind of scolded me in a tone that is too fierce for me to take. and also coz he didnt send me hme. im soso tired and pissed off with everything and i can juz do nth and juz weep. but things gt cleared up between me and baby. and the words tat he said realli touched me alot. and once again. i weep. ha! this time in joy and happiness.
didnt manage to go to pioneer mall to help Ed celebrate his 26th bday! oops. sorry. lolx. happy bday anyway. gt scolded by my mum for being out everyday till wee hours. basically, i juz dun feel like stayin @ hme. to me, it aint a home. but a cage. but since im living under the roof of my parents. den i shall keep my mouth shut and listen to them.
monday. stayed at hme till ard 7pm and left hme for Bugis. mit up with SP POS ppl. and again. ive to answered for some problems. although it isnt my problem. but again. ive to answer for it. however in this case, i felt more willing to answer for it as it wasnt the kind of "person involved knows the consequences and other ppl will be dragged into it" problem. thus, im more den willing to answer for it. basically the gatherin is for post-celebration of Phileo's bday. had pastamania. den proceed to Paradiz Centre for pool session. left @ ard 1120pm.
tuesday. mit up my baby @ PS for movie. dragged him out of his hse. coz he having off. lolx. basically is becoz im too lazy to travel all the way to Aljunied to his hme. lolx. and i kind of regretted watchin the movie. Ghost Game. coz it is horrible. im so scared till i basically hug my baby thru out the movie and i keep pinching him! lolx. went hme by 174.
wednesday. suppose to attend co prac. but both my sectional teacher and conductor are nt coming. so i stayed at hme and rot rot rot. mit up with Esley fer dinner @ LJS JP. bought a belt. went Pioneer Mall again and have some chats.
thursday. wake up earli went back to Juying Secondary School and visit my teachers. Mr Lum and Mr Micheal. and i simply love Mr Lum. although he make me so malu... he shouted "Zhu Rong Ping!!" in the staff room and all the teachers turned and loOk @ me.. -_-"~ dotx.. anyway.. had long chats with them and managed to get their number. coz Mr Lum is leaving JYSS nxt june. dotx. went hme. and i was in a dilemma on whether shld i stay at hme or go to baby's hse. but im juz too tired and lazy to gO out so slpslpslp!... wake up and get ready for work. basically work is fine. and the supervisor Vincent is SHUAI.. but he is married. ha! and everything is goin very fine till this kuku customer trying to show their power.
sucks! i dont care a damn on are u paying the blardy 10% service charge anot!! and for ur blardy info! im nt the 1 pocketing the 10%.. it is the company. duhx! cant u use ur pair of super duper f. big eyes see that im the onli pathetic soul on the floor and cant u juz wait for ur coffee patiently... -_-"~ grr. spoilt my day.
anyway Singyee did something that make me keep laughin. when i was abt to leave. Vincent is smoking outside and he is askin whr do i live. so i juz reply him and wanted to leave. as i decide to walk the back alley... he gt curious and asked "hey whr u gng." so i juz pointed my way and turn and walked off. and Singyee replied "ohh~~ she gO park tou~~" diaoz.. i turned and loOk @ her with a "huh!!! diaodiaodiao~~~~" face.. and Vincent stared @ us with a "HUH!??!?!"~" face. well... the explanation i gt frm his face is either "huh. im asking whr u gng. y u gng this alley. den u tell me she go park tou for what?" or "huh.... park tou @ this kind of HOUR?!?!" and for goodness sake.. it is already 1120pm. ha!!!~ mit up with Esley @ Dover and went to Pioneer Mall fer supper.
friday. wake up @ ard 145pm. did songsheet. and yes. with nth on it... and realli. nobody realise abt it. ha! see!~~~ hw appreciating is de cg. *dry laughing* mit Esley and Meifong for dinner @Gekpoh. den went JP. Esley buyin ring. and the Perlini Silver guy is so lame. ha! waited for baby and went for cg. actually wanted to go tanah merah and give baby a surprise. but im too late. grrr.. anyway... went to Pioneer Mall again after cg. mit Justin and Ed. played O2Jam. den go hme.
tmr. having BS and service. nt sure gng whr after that. maybe juz have dinner den go hme. i nid rest. having work the nxt day frm 12-4. miting POS frens at ard 7 @ coffeeclub HV again to visit Singyee. thinking of what to do in the meantime. shall see hw. and i nid rest nw. bye bloggie.
baby. i love u for who u are. i dont love u with any reason. coz loving u doesnt need any reason. thanks for showing me so much care and concern and also the unconditional love from u.thanks baby. 1month is soon over. and i reali pray that we will continue counting the days, months or even years. love u baby.
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